And Breathe

so here we are the 27th and the christmas high is starting to wear off thank goodness. except the new wii has not been turned off (save it be while we sleep) and I'm sure if they could play it then they would lol. now comes the time that i start reflecting on the past year. i want to sit and reflect upon those things i am grateful for.........

1) A family that loves me

2) some of the best friends that roam the planet.... my angels who walk the earth.... I love u all.....

3)The fact i live in a country where we r free to do the things that make us us.

4) I'm grateful for my decision to make the steps needed to get to school.

5) For the time i am able to spend with family & friends and being able to build bonding      relationships that last forever.

Those are my top 5 things i guess at least in this very moment anyway.  I recently was contacted by an old friend and through discussions with her some very unpleasant memories bubbled to the top of my conscience . from where i obviously i buried it very deep. that may be the reason Im feeling so out of it. I don't know how to deal with this kind of hurt. Well I'm just mumbling now so for now i will go.....

Merry Christmas

Hello well here it is christmas time and this whole holiday season has been a struggle for me . I have not felt the spirit much thats not saying at all that i have not been touched beyond measure . but I'm not sure that it is exactly the same. At least for me the spirit i usually feel is something on going and make me feel throughout the season joy and excitement for the upcoming surprises and love from family and friends. the being touched through all this. This year i was on the receiving end of many kind deeds. and i wish i could thank every person in person but the problem is this so many of them were done with that spirit in mind done only for the the joy of knowing that they have made someone's day brighter not for the glory of the spirt of bragging or saying how wonderful  they are but just simply because they are experiencing the holiday spirit. we also had some wonderful family members who have touched our hearts with there theory  that family takes care of family.... if u ever happen upon this blog and u have helped the Daley family please know that we love u and we hold u in our hearts now and will forever. and may all be blessed this holiday season.......