And Breathe

so here we are the 27th and the christmas high is starting to wear off thank goodness. except the new wii has not been turned off (save it be while we sleep) and I'm sure if they could play it then they would lol. now comes the time that i start reflecting on the past year. i want to sit and reflect upon those things i am grateful for.........

1) A family that loves me

2) some of the best friends that roam the planet.... my angels who walk the earth.... I love u all.....

3)The fact i live in a country where we r free to do the things that make us us.

4) I'm grateful for my decision to make the steps needed to get to school.

5) For the time i am able to spend with family & friends and being able to build bonding      relationships that last forever.

Those are my top 5 things i guess at least in this very moment anyway.  I recently was contacted by an old friend and through discussions with her some very unpleasant memories bubbled to the top of my conscience . from where i obviously i buried it very deep. that may be the reason Im feeling so out of it. I don't know how to deal with this kind of hurt. Well I'm just mumbling now so for now i will go.....